I thought it's tough for me. But NO....it's tougher for her. It always was...I was just busy questioning WHY ME???? and complaining, thinking that i am the only one suffering like every other human being without realizing She is the one in pain all this while. She is the one tolerating it for a longer period. She is the one who was introduced to it before me. Like they say when people are always with us we start taking them for granted, may be that's what i did even if i didn't want to..Sometimes we realize when that very person leaves us or sometimes when rest of the people leave us,that's when we notice the only one remaining with us. I never stopped loving her but my priority changed. Now that i realize She is my top most priority i realize that she is bruised. And those scars were there for years, neither did anybody notice nor she showed. She just said it so casually that you would mistaken it for a regular conversation. But because i know that voice and i know the intensity of that sound i know the intensity of the storm that is compressed inside her. I just try to make her life little bit easier if not the whole of it. I know she is strong enough...It's just that i don't want to see her like this. I obviously cannot express but what i can do is be there for her and support in whatever way i can. You are not the only one who's suffering there are a lot of people who are in worse condition. Be kind, help people in whatever way you can because sometimes we actually help ourselves while we hell others. Stop asking the same "why me" because it's not just you It's the way Life is.. For some it's bad and for some it's worse. Hold each other's hand and live through the storm.
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