INCOMPLETE

Why trusting is so hard
Why decisions terrify us
Why love is so ugly
Why memories shatter us
Why trying is so difficult
Why words confuse us
Why roads are broken
Why freedom scares us
Why talking is so
Why dreams break us
Why it looks complete
But still it's so incomplete

If it's bad for you, it's worse for her/him

                             I thought it's tough for me. But NO....it's tougher for her. It always was...I was just busy questioning WHY ME???? and complaining, thinking that i am the only one suffering like every other human being without realizing She is the one in pain all this while. She is the one tolerating it for a longer period. She is the one who was introduced to it before me. Like they say when people are always with us we start taking them for granted, may be that's what i did even if i didn't want to..Sometimes we realize when that very person leaves us or sometimes when rest of the people leave us,that's when we notice the only one remaining with us. I never stopped loving her but my priority changed. Now that i realize She is my top most priority i realize that she is bruised. And those scars were there for years, neither did anybody notice nor she showed. She just said it so casually that you would mistaken it for a regular conversation. But because i know that voice and i know the intensity of that sound i know the intensity of the storm that is compressed inside her. I just try to make her life little bit easier if not the whole of it. I know she is strong enough...It's just that i don't want to see her like this. I obviously cannot express but what i can do is be there for her and support in whatever way i can. You are not the only one who's suffering there are a lot of people who are in worse condition. Be kind, help people in whatever way you can because sometimes we actually help ourselves while we hell others. Stop asking the same "why me" because it's not just you It's the way Life is.. For some it's bad and for some it's worse. Hold each other's hand and live through the storm.

Trying to comprehend

                      I saw him sitting in his home today...he was silent like his usual self.But there was certain darkness...like a cloud or something, but it seemed normal as that is his normal state. Later I got to know that he has lost his relative. I have never seen him sad or sympathetic towards someone. He is always busy being rude. But I feel sad for him. I don't know whether he is feeling that way or it's just another thing for him, as I have never seen that kind of side of him. But may be I am feeling what he should feel. Even if he is not feeling something, now that I look at him it's dark. Or may be he is not feeling anything actually. But how can a person not feel something?? It's true that, that's how he is. No signs of emotions..yeah! He laughs..yeah! He gets angry but never Sensitive..neither for someone nor for some situation. Today when I look at him he is serious as usual. I don't know if there is a storm inside him or it's just the usual sea. But what I know is I feel bad and at the same time again what I don't know is it's for him or for his loss