TOUGH....

It's tough...getting back to your old life....
seeing yourself but not able to have them back...
holding back all the emotions that seriously need to be shared...
spending time with old friends but no feeling of friendship....
going out but feeling like you are stuck....
remembering the old days where there is no possibilities of reliving them....
missing your own happiness even if you are smiling...
loving someone truly but no point in waiting for them..
yes...it's tough when you know they don't care but still you do...